Forget the past

Just forget the past, there's more to come
Lots of happiness and lots of fun
Don't cry remembering that dark past
Oh! Just forget it and make a new start.
Don't miss those fellows who didn't care for you
Live today for them who are always with you
Remove those nostalgic thoughts from your mind
Why do you care for the people who were never kind?
Just forget it, assuming it was just a nightmare
Don't lose hope, may be god will again be fair
U didn't belong to them
They doesn't belong to u either
Life also has climate change, so it was just a bad weather
Lyf is a long journey
It has many ups and downs
Why do you  have to be sorry?
For those stupid and absurd clowns.

Letter to my tears

3rd November,012
To,
The head of tears group
My eyes below forehead,
Both left and right.

My respected tears,
                                    You all must have been in a really bad condition as your population is decreasing day by day. But you yourself are responsible for it. You all push each other so hard that most of you fall from my eyes. Some of you fall on my notebook, some on my pillow and some of you just flow down my cheek. You are the reason why the box full of tissues gets empty so fast and I am scolded by my mom. You make my pillow cover wet because of which I can't sleep comfortably at night. You are the reason why I was scolded in English class yesterday. Well, I consider it when you fall in my pillow but why in my notebooks? They are really important to me. Now, I want to end this letter with a polite request to you all please, stop pushing each other and disturbing me. Please, stop throwing yourself out of your house (my eyes).

                                                                                                      Sincerely,
                                                                                                The Eye Owner

I LOVE YOU MADLY.

They say we are too young to understand love....may be they are too old to understand us. I loved u madly; in the distasteful work of the day, in the wakeful misery of night,girded by sordid realities, or wandering through paradises and hells of visions into which I rushed, carrying your image in my arms, I loved u madly. Only once in our life, I truly believe, we find someone who can completely turn our world around. We tell them the things that we have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything we say and actually want to hear more. We share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at us. When something wonderful happens, we can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in our excitement. They are not embrassed to cry with us. Never do they hurt our feelings or make us feel like we are not good enough, but rather they build us up and show us the things about ourself that make us special and even beautiful.
There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems  or pride; I love u in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so............................😊😊😊😊😊😊
It's nt gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we are gonna have to work at this everyday,  but I wanna do that because I want u....you are and always have been my dream. If you ask me when shall I stop loving you, ask my heart when will i stop breathing? If u ask me how much I love you, count the stars!! It is as countless and endless like them. I need to tell you that I have been falling very happy by sharing my life and experiences with you. I love you more today than I did yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘.... when you think you are not happy with your life, always think someone is happy simply because you exist😍😍😍😍😍😍😍....I thank God because he made me meet you in the journey of life. You complete my heart, my soul and my life. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY!!!!

Does it really matter?

Wherever I am, India or nepal? I am nepali citizen by birth that's a gospel truth. No one can change it. Sometimes, I get amused  why people gets forlorn. Some people are really eager to meet me because I had promised  to help them. I had promised with BOOK LOVERS  NEPAL to come up with new ideas. I had promised with RST ORPHANGE NEPAL, HOME NEPAL AND HUC  NEPAL ORPHANGE to help them. May be, I am wrong but my determination  is not fake. You may not believe me but I believe in myself because I know myself very well rather than you. I am not like you,friend. I keep my words. Don't chase people. Be an example. Attract  them. Work hard and be yourself. The people who belong in your life will come find you and stay. Just do your thing. When obstacles arise, we change our direction to reach our goal but we never change our decision to reach there. A good life is when we assume nothing, do more, need less, smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize  how blessed we are for what we have. IT'S  MY ROAD. I AM ALONE. OTHER MAY WALK IT WITH ME, BUT NO ONE WILL WALK IT FOR ME.😊😊😊😊😊.....
Our dream doesn't have an expiry date..just take deep breath and try again..IF YOU CAN'T FIND A WAY, CREATE  ONE. ....Some people appreciate  me and some criticize me..that's it..and it really doesn't matter..

I hate it.

Marriage and love- two disgusting words which I hate the most because I believe that it will ruined my life..
It's get on my nerve, when i get the query about being in love and getting married..and the foremost thing which annoy me the most is critical judgement about my writing. "People said that I write because I am in love." Do you have any proof? Do you know me?😕😕😕😕😕 I am not well. I am mentally sick since 5/6 years not because I had split up my relationship with someone but because my dream and passion are not interlinked. Sometimes I found these things very interesting but practically this is biggest problem of my life..although I enjoy it....A man became a poet when he is in love. .its nt a factual statement because every poet doesn't have to fall in love and every lover doesn't have to be poet. Only the beloved one write??? Nope, not true but it's a mentality of people. Everyone has their own perception but you can't judge others. Love is everything for some people while parents were everything for some people.......... And the most stupid thing people do in life is spending lots of amount in wedding ceremony. As I always provoke the reality, today also I wanna say,"life live for others is really worthwhile."If your 1 rupee note brings smile in those street children, if your wasted food makes them happy, if your support can change the life of a person, why are you still acting like a ruler of autocratic system? Why are you self centered? .......be the change. ..anyone can  witness it but everyone can't be the change if they stay mum. .so raise your voice and support the truth..😊😊😊

Crazy about you

I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. 

Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I am cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true. I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better after our pointless arguments. I know I overreact a lot, and I'm sorry. I am ashamed of how I treat you and I'm sorry I've been so moody lately. I'm afraid I'll say something to make you forget the feelings you have for me when I mention your past too much and bring up stupid things. I'm worried you won't want me anymore. I know I can make you mad, but I promise you that this is all going to change because I love you with everything I have. I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it's the best thing I've ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and realizing it's all a dream.You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that you and I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life.....😊😊😊....Baby, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for everything we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to think of is you. 

You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see. I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you till the end of my days. My love for you will never fade, I'm still crazy about you, baby.

I am not stubborn.

I have faith in you that's why you betray me right? I thought that one day you will come and we will move ahead together but you proved me wrong. .It's just my hallucination.....NOTHING is impossible on this earth. ...because impossible itself says,"I am possible." I can live without you..ya, I can..
THANX A LOT FOR BETRAYING ME BECAUSE I AM NEVER GONNA TRUST ANYONE ELSE. I AM SO DUMB, I FORGET MY IDEOLOGY -Don't trust anyone even the shadow because it leaves you in the dark. I am never gonna blame you ant it's also true I don't need any reunion and please let me move ahead. Don't bound me with this so called relationship. 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄..SO FUNNY, REASON... BEHIND MAKING ME SUFFERED IS my nature..He said,"you were so stubborn, go away." But it's nice, cruel truth is better than comfortable delusion..If you can't accept what i am, u won't have any right to be with me . Sometimes it hurts to realize that you meant everything to me and I am nothing to you. I am mad at myself, not you . I am mad for always being nice. I am mad for apologizing for things I didn't do. I am mad for getting attached. I am mad for thinking about you, but most of all I am mad for not hating you, when I should. It's okz.fine..I can manage things, I can handle myself. ..If you don't like me that's not my fault. There is clearly something wrong with you. I am happy with what i am n what i have. Why I have to changed myself for others? Nope, never. .I AM WHAT I AM. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, TURN YOUR HEAD AND WALK AWAY. As simple as that. ......Always remember one thing, I am here on this earth, not to please you. I don't live to please you. And you don't have any right to judge me. I don't care what you think about me. I don't think about you at all. If you don't like me remember that nobody asked you to.......If you don't like me, someone else will. If you don't love me, someone else will. If you are not missing me, someone else will. If you don't like my words, don't listen. If you don't like my appearance, don't look............I AM WEIRD,WONDERFUL, EXCITING, INDEPENDENT, REAL, DIFFERENT AND STUBBORN. I am independent doesn't mean I am weird.  I stand up for the things while everyone is sitting down, I try  to make people happy, I try to help street children, I am addicted to books, and I never follow the crowd doesn't mean I am stubborn.  I live my life, my way.,..I have power to see dreams and the strength to make them true. I am soft and kind but not weak. I respect people and their feelings and I want them to do same to me. I don't believe in hurting others for my motives. I AM NOT A STUBBORN GIRL.I AM INDEPENDENT.....

What it means to be a human being?

What's the  meaning of human being?? I have never pondered on a such question that reflects the human race and what it means to be a human being. But I guess everyone knows the fact that what makes us unique and what makes us human. Wht makes us truly unique is our ability to create relationships and connections; this is what which allow us to grow and expand horizon and to accomplish our goals and to be close to other species. This is the most important things what makes us who we are..😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊....
But the human nature and it's complexity is over my head. I never understand it. Being human or expressing our humanity depends on our highly developed brain and no other creatures were endowed with this natural gift. Rational intelligence,  creativity allow us to create extraordinary tools..and this brain is infrastructure of identities and soul. The glimpse of simplicity and complexity is really mysterious. .
HOMO SAPIENS IS THE UNIQUE CREATURE OF THIS UNIVERSE. Being human is given but keeping our humanity is a choice. You are uniquely you, it's ok for you to be who you are, it's certainly ok for you to be yourself, A LIVING ,BREATHING HUMAN BEINGS WITH FEELINGS. 

It weaken me.

We were hurt, When our expectations were ignored and threw like a mullock.....but why we expect? Why we can't stay happy alone? Why we need groups and circles? Why? We are born alone. We live alone and we die alone. It's our hallucination that we were together. .but we weren't..Through the bond of friendship and love for the moment we create an illusion. Yup, just an illusion that we aren't alone but in fact we are alone.
Life is too short. Future is uncertain. Some people were optimistic and some were pessimistic. Some people wants to be the change and some wants to witnessed it.
We only live once but if we do it right only once is enough. Dance like there is  nobody watching,  sing like there is nobody listening, love like you have never been hurt and live like its heaven on the earth. Life is what happens to you while you were busy making other plans. Today I am here, tomorrow I may be there but I will never stop laughing, enjoying and loving people around me. Life is what we make it. Things changes. People changes too. Friend comes and goes but life doesn't stop for anybody. DEATH ENDS A LIFE, NOT A RELATIONSHIP. My personal experience told me not to brabble with others because tomorrow you may not be able to see them and just their memories come back to haunt you but they won't. If you don't like that  person, their ideology,  their life style, their attitude, ..okz, that's fine. Stop talking with them but don't hurt them. We are all human, aren't we? It takes second to hurt but it takes years to heal. There is a time where all I want to do is lay there and cry, because only he can cheer me up who had put me down. Don't trust any one. Be a cold fish. Just enjoy your life.

                          ENJOY LIFE.WE ONLY LIVE ONCE.

She missed him.

She killed it.
He didn't want to talk to her. And she didn't want to talk to him either. Life sucked once again.  She had tried talking to him once or twice in those weeks, but things just went from bad to worse. You spoiled everything. She was close to tears thinking about him. In those days and in those moments where she locked herself up in washroom and cried, she realised how much he meant to her. The classes used to be torturous. How can you do that to her? First you said be happy, now want to leave her alone...Tomorrow you will say go climb Everest! She is not doing anything. She likes when he get angry. She missed him.

When he is the cause of your inspiration, when the world appears under a wonderful new light, when suddenly the meaning of your life is obvious. ...THEN YOU ARE IN LOVE.

Friend

This roller coaster becomes fabulous when you are with the one who never gets tired of listening to your own pointless dramas over and over again. Good friends are like stars we don't see them always but they were always with us. Sometimes I search for a word to interpret the language of my heart but I don't found anything and left with the silence but my best friend knows what i wanna say. We can communicate just with face expressions. I honestly don't know what i would do without my best friend.They will stood with us in our good times and bad times too. My alter ego, I appreciate you. You are so, so, patient, because you deal with me and my annoying habit and my insecurities every day and you always come back to me even if I push you away. You have made me laugh countless times. And those boring lecture seems interesting. ...😄😄😄😄😄...We talked on phone for hours and hours and our conversations were too crazy no one could understand that...I can tell the same story ten times and u will laugh each time. Frankly speaking,"My life without you" is an ironic statement because without you I would've never truly had a meaningful quality of life....