What we share is a bond that nobody can break.

Being a elder sister is even better than being a princess.
when my mamma was about to give birth to her second child, I was 3 years old and I asked her for a brother. I dreamt about him, so he came in this world.  And that was greatest gift from my parents. He has the same blood running through his veins as is running through mine.

I need something deeper. I need someone to challenge me intellectually.  He is what I had expected and even more than that. He was indeed, as people said, a man of humble mind. One person can have a lasting effect in your decision and the way you perceive life. It is that one person who knows you best, that has the most influence on your life. My brother has prominently impacted my life. He has been there to support me no matter whatever my decisions were,  either smart or foolish ones. When I fall he were there to pick me up. We fight, we argue, we scream, we look like enemies but deep inside we are best friends. We have had a lot of changes over the years. But through those years, we have grown closer together. Our similarities bring us to a common ground, our differences allow us to be fascinated by each other. Our bond is stronger than anyone could know. With you in my life and with me by your side there's one thing I know - we will never have to fight one single battle alone.

But ONE DAY,
                      My heart grows weary, my eyes teary, looking at the world in fear, hoping god can hear me. You were in pain and battling alone. But you have a hefty heart, you win the battle and came back for us. The strongest people are not those who show strength in front of us, but those who win battles we know nothing about. You are our super hero, ailu 😍. . U cherish us again. You have no idea the amount of happiness you brought into our life. Happiness is always in your life, may god prosper happiness, wealth and good luck forever in your life.

YOU ARE A SILENT GUARDIAN AND A WATCHFUL PROTECTOR. THANX FOR BEING ALWAYS BY MY SIDE.

Change is hard at first, messy in the middle and gorgeous at the end.

I guess I am on the way to the gorgeousity and undoubtedly, it would be intellectually pleasing. Do I really have dementia? (Just because people were wondering). Let me think. Ummmmm. . Nah nah nah. Look at me I am changing, trying every way I can. I am Changing,  I will be better than I am. It takes courage to let go of the familiar and embrace the new.
Yes! I was extremely social and extroverted through teenage years and college. It wasn't a performance, I just got energy from talking to people and meeting and being around lots of people. I couldn't understand introverts at all. But now, introversion is my greatest strength. I guess it's all about the way we are treated, the things and dramas than happen to us in a certain period. Personality types aren't really something stable, but they are subject to change. In behaviorism the human personality is nothing else but the sum of everything that happened to it and modeled it in a certain manner.
I know where I want to be but I don't know how I will be there.. Disobeying orders is not my way. But, I want my personal space. I feel like going back to the city where I could take a deep breath. Home is not home anymore. Am I weird for liking to be alone? There is nothing more freeing and empowering than learning to like our own company.

The bond

When I first came here, I was so unknown about this place. Now this place is not only my second home but also the freedom enhancer for me. Freedom is the oxygen of soul. I learn to speak up against the absurd people, untruthful and I learn to fight to be alive because some people are dead although being alive not because of that they had been tramped in the darkness but cause of their fear of being criticized. Am I afraid of crowd? It's not actually like that but yes I hate the crowd because the positive vibes flew away in the blink of eye. And home sapiens never behave as a human. It seems like humanity had already died before the evolution of human world. I always wonder am I really sane or people are insane to me. So conflicted. Yup, anyway delhi is awesome place as well. It makes me sincere or Did i get matured? No idea. But whatever my stay during india is too fabulous that I started loving myself which I never did in my previous years. It's nice being independent. No one will call u parasite at all. But observing, analysing n interpreting  problem by yourself is not even a cakewalk. Being far from home is quite fantastic too but missing the habitat is the worst part as well. This is not my home. My home is across the sea where my people are waiting for me. And nationality is not the criteria of judging the relationship, Friendship and the bond. Which bond am I talking about?  The bond which pushes you to the next level or the bond which pulls your leg......

I really don't wanna say goodbye to this place because this place is always good to me from the very beginning to the end. People are so humble here. You can't deny the fact that the circumstances helps you to simplify all the complications. We love to explore the things and for sure this place will allow you to do whatever you want. It won't mind, if you mismatch your travelling route, it won't mind if you remain confident throughout the year, it won't mind if your outfit is  ugly, it won't mind if you suffered from bipolar disorder, it will accept you the way you are.

....... to be continued