Come back princeef

I hope this cup of coffee will give me relief.......
I lost my best friend..It's a nightmare. ..I couldn't believe that..All the memories come back but he never does. Now those memories come back to haunt me. They haunt me like a curse. Thanx to everyone for their sympathy and empathy. Time will heal everything but Were I really going to forget my best friend? I used to get his good morning messages and his call. If I didn't get his call surely i would miss my breakfast and bunk the class. He always motivates me to write and he is also bookaholic like me. He had completed writing his 1st novel but 'P' , YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES BEFORE SHOWING THIS WORLD HOW BRILLIANT YOU ARE.....
Today, I am nt gonna get his call and no good morning messages from tomorrow. He is no more with me to suggest inspiring novel. Once he said, "Baby,  you are too lazy. Can't you complete 7 novels in a week. Let's compete yar." And I agree wid him. Intentionally, he lost the bet. He makes me the winner because he know that I love to win. I love watching bigboss and he used to call me at exact 9 pm. I used to ignore his call and every time I used to get the same text :"Me or bigboss?" And simply I replied, "Him". He never get sad with me. Once, I get fractured while riding his bike n after that he never allow me to touch his favourite stuff. He told me two days ago, he has gift for me. "Any special occasion,"I asked. He replied," You were getting married."I said,"Not now."He told me that he won't be there at my wedding ceremony. I said,"What? " He is like just kidding sushee..but 'P', this comes true....you were no more with me....You won't be there with me at my convocation ceremony too. I know it's your dream. You won't be with me 'P'. You won't. ...I have many friends but I know that no one is like you. How can i start my tomorrow without you? I don't think I will sleep without your call. I don't think I will wake up without your good morning messages. WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES, I SEE YOU.WHEN I OPEN MY EYES, I MISS YOU. If reincarnation is real, please come back. Don't leave me alone 'P'.

I AM SO ALONE.WILL MY FRIEND EVER COME BACK?

Goodbye, MY friend

They said,"He has really gone." But I can't believe that. I stay with a hope that he will be back. But he didn't. ..
May your soul rest in peace my friend. ..U will be missed..
And your last words makes me cry:
"You can no longer see me, but please know that I am there. I am the flowers in the garden, I am the wind beneath your hair."
Sometimes I hate this distance. .I won't be able to see you for the last time and I know, I am not gonna see you again too. You won't be there to hold my hands. You make me alone. How can you go far from me? Now this world seems dreadful. Who will motivate me? Who will wake me up? Who will tease me?And the foremost thing who will take cares of me? No one is here to love me. Please come back . Please come back. Please come back...My life is incomplete without you. You are near even if I didn't see you. You are with me even if you are far away. You are in my hearts, in my thoughts, in my life always. You just left me beautiful memories and your love is my guide. Perhaps, there are not star in the sky but something shines to let me know that you were happy there without us...I am crying like a baby.No other options and I can't believe the fact that you has gone.😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢......you will be forever in our heart. The friendship is a golden thread it binds two hearts. A feeling that keeps growing even when we were apart. No matter where we are I want you to know,we are best friend and you will be always in my heart. Those moments which we spent together is indelibly imprinted in my mind. I will miss u a lot..
You promised that you would never leave me alone but where are you now?
This is the most painful goodbye....GOODBYE, MY FRIEND

Bookaholic

Yup..I am a bookaholic. I read until I heard the chirping of birds..Everyone wake up and start their new day but I forget to sleep. Wow, one more sleepless night, yippee hurry!!!..  Frequently asked Questions:" What makes you happy???" My simple answer, " A cup of coffee with good book.' Everytime when i had conversations with my mamu, I promised with her that I won't buy books from next month but the surprising moment I  bought 5/6 more books even after making silent vow of not visiting book stores. No money left for monthly expenses. Papa gives me money and mamu will be unaware about this fact.😀😀😀😀😀😀....Once papa told me not to come home because I am suffering from BIBLIOPHILIA.....ohh..seriously????? He further adds,"It's a serious condition but don't worry I will give you money; Buy the books as much as you can." Actually he makes me bookworm.Book lovers will understand me and they will know too that part of the pleasure of a library lies in its every existence. I do believe something very magical can happen when you read a good book. I am simply a book drunkard. It's strange because sometimes, I read a book and I think I am the people in the book.Good books, like good friends, are few and chosen, the more select, the more enjoyable. We read to know that we are not alone. I made my home in between the pages of books. I prefer to be alone with the books. I am a passionate reader. New interested books keep adding on my reading list. My wildest dream is to complete reading all the books. Learn to handle books, you will learn how to enjoy life. I was born with a reading list. It will never finish. I will never take seriously their complaints of my bookish problem. Book lovers are happier in their natural habitat. Book love is something like romantic love because when we read really a good book the burden feels lighter. And it's true, a reader lives thousand lives before he dies and the one who hasn't read will live only once.

NEVER TRUST ANYONE WHO HAS NOT BROUGHT BOOK WITH THEM
Never judge a book by its movie.....

I miss you

It's gonna be really hard...
I am sorry. I can't sleep..I can't. .I MISS YOU....My thoughts are free, it can go anywhere but you know it's  amazing they often head toward your direction. My friend asked me if I missed you and I smiled and replied,"Do you breathe?" Re -reading our old conversations and staring at your photos for hours is my daily grind. You know, sometimes I felt that my days will be numbered if I stop reading novels of paulo coelho, Nicholas spark, sidney sheldon and ruskin bond. I alyz try to find you in those characters. Life without you is like a broken pencil. There's no point. Life must go on. It will never gonna wait me. I know that but life will be nightmare without you. I can't imagine because only the imagination is too horrible. There is a song:
Living without you is like tv in black and white
You turned me on and brought colour into my life
When I am around you, suddenly I realize
That I was blind before I saw the world through your eyes.

Seriously yar, you used to be stranger but now I can't seem live without you. If you live to be 100. I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day.so I never have to live without you. We make our choices and then our choice makes us. I choose you and I swear one day I will take you to the top.

You

When I meet you I wasn't planning to fall in love. I wasn't even looking for a new best friend. You changed all that . The attraction was electronic and unexpected. You came into my world and turned it upside down. Our timing was lousy but the connection was impossible to ignore. Our logical minds attempted to take control,  but never had a chance.
               I trusted you implicitly,  and you always told me that you "trusted me and more !" You were the first person that I showed the 'real' me to, and you appreciate me for me. In the short time we were together, you found out more about me than I had ever let anyone else know, we shared and so much, yet there Was still so much to learn. I knew so much about you, and then again, so little. I always assumed that we had so much time. So much I knew, yet so much I wanted to learn. Our love Was a secret, and I Was  happy enough to keep that secret while we tried to sort out the incredible "mess" that we had got ourselves into. I Was happy to wait until circumstances were better.  A couple of years in a life time meant nothing. I never knew that 'time' was the one thing we did not have. You kept pointing to pot -bellied old guys and telling me "that's going to be me !" I never thought that I would not get the chance to see you as "a pot bellied old man." I loved your smile, I loved your eyes, but most of all I fell in love with the person inside all of that.you made me laugh.you made me laugh a lot! You totally cracked me up. You also made me cry, and I hated that. Most of all, you made me feel alive. You were "the one." I love you,and  although you have left an enormous gaping hole in my heart,  I will never regret on meeting you and falling in love with you.  If nothing else I am glad that I made your last few years happy, but.............
I m determined to get to a stage where 95% of the time when I think of you, I will smile at wonderful memories we shared. I am determined to make you proud of me, to live up to your expectations. I know that you always wanted me to be happy, to be satisfied, to have the best. I always wanted you the same for you too.
                                                                           I LOVE  YOU NOW AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU WERE THE MOST INCREDIBLE PERSON THAT I EVER MET AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE😊😊😊😊😊.....

It's me

I am not in competition with anybody but myself. I run my own race. I dnt wanna be better than anyone else but everyday,  I try to become a better person than I was yesterday. My goal is to beat my last performance. That's why everyday I try.....
One thing I alyz bear in my mind," Miles to go before I sleep." Everyday I motivate myself. I am not jealous with others. I am just happy with me and myself. I am alyz elated with my performance. The word forlorn is bad for my health.😊😊😊 I am not ugly may be the mirror is in bad mood. Yup, I am the most prettiest girl of this universe for me. I love me and myself.  My life is far from perfect but I am happy with what i have.....

             STOP HATING YOURSELF FOR EVERYTHING YOU ARE NOT..
             START LOVING YOURSELF FOR WHAT YOU ARE.

MESSAGE TO THE PARENTS WHO CAN'T LET THEIR CHILDREN GO:GROW UP

Why I am restricted?
If u dnt leave me free, if u dnt have faith on me plz dnt expect me to be INDEPENDENT. ..To have faith is to trust urself to the water.when u swim u dnt grab hold of the water, because if u do u will sink and drown . Instead u relax, and float. You r so conservative. ...couldn't believe that...Hilarious. ..😕😕😕😕😕😕.let me be frank, u were making me parasite. If m nt making mistakes it means m nt trying hard enough.And m nt responsible for this...If u didn't allow me to run, how could you expect that m gonna be the winner of the race?
Mother bird simply locks the larder once junior can fly, having attained an adult size and weight. The rule is simple:"No more regurgitated mackerel for you, my pet, find your own."Days will pass while outraged child prods her wid the cry of "Gimme" like some stroppy teenager deprived of broadband. But the young bird adapts. It has to.The law of our animal Kingdom says that there's  a tym to grow up. There are a lot of us out there who have big dreams, who want to do sth meaningful wid our lives, away from the safe and forgettable but we r worried abt wht our parents will think.we r worried abt disappointing dem.
Human nature...so sophisticated. ..complicated. ..We can't analyse it easily.....curious. ..passionately curious.
MAY BE, I AM NOT THE BEST PERSON TO ADDRESS THIS ISSUE BECAUSE MY PARENTS AREN'T EXACTLY THRILLED WITH THE LIFESTYLE I HAVE CHOSEN FOR MYSELF. .I GUESS.
Everyone knows paulo coelho, ryt? When he was a teenager, his parents had him committed to a mental institution because he wanted to be a writer.....
Parents r d one who cares us very much..n their platonic love.., they won't let us to grow coz they protect us, the fear of change and they need us......

IF YOU TRULY HONOUR YOUR PARENTS, GO OUT IN THE WORLD AND LIVE YOUR ABSOLUTE BEST. ...
         
                                               LIVE FREE OR DIE

Happiness..

Simply, a best weapon to make your day....
Anything that can bring smile to someone's face..
It's not the purpose of life but yup, it's a remedy..
Happiness is a journey not a destination. ..
Happiness is a direction not a place...
Happiness lies within yourself....