I miss you

It's gonna be really hard...
I am sorry. I can't sleep..I can't. .I MISS YOU....My thoughts are free, it can go anywhere but you know it's  amazing they often head toward your direction. My friend asked me if I missed you and I smiled and replied,"Do you breathe?" Re -reading our old conversations and staring at your photos for hours is my daily grind. You know, sometimes I felt that my days will be numbered if I stop reading novels of paulo coelho, Nicholas spark, sidney sheldon and ruskin bond. I alyz try to find you in those characters. Life without you is like a broken pencil. There's no point. Life must go on. It will never gonna wait me. I know that but life will be nightmare without you. I can't imagine because only the imagination is too horrible. There is a song:
Living without you is like tv in black and white
You turned me on and brought colour into my life
When I am around you, suddenly I realize
That I was blind before I saw the world through your eyes.

Seriously yar, you used to be stranger but now I can't seem live without you. If you live to be 100. I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day.so I never have to live without you. We make our choices and then our choice makes us. I choose you and I swear one day I will take you to the top.